Mr. Meniscus

Thanks to everyone who have gave your concern about my operation lately, even some I was unexpected you dropped by on an ask and care too, since each others are merely connecting these days. Well, big thank you here. Talk about these, it's been a week past already, I'm so far no worries on recovering condition at here, seem doing great and hope the soon near being back normal. In the first instance the surgery knee of course had swollen and fluid, movement was totally ain't easy, every steps forward like almost jug me in the hell, crutches were my daily support. I shall say operation is only insist 20%, 80% of physio session is the main most important for a person to come back normal.

This feeling on experience I having now like, it does really needs endure, self-hardening, psywar, hope in front, be positive all time, despite pains and languid in progression, healing condition would be seen. Sightseeing of job's dock days, majority upon ages are around inside, were seen some of them with wheels, on bed, crutches, some in physio room as same, it likes given me a sense and call at these every moment, "human life is weak, 40 above you are selected in so how, who knows, you see they are actually afraid when stepping into this building, no one want it, no one, you will have these as they feel in 2/3 decade years later, it's same."

Love life, Love the charges you deserved in this world, be healthy.

3 days living in ward. I believe no one like the smell in hospital, probably medicalize. Operation time supposed on afternoon session, due to doctor was having another patient beside, mine were delay to evening, I lost mind with like a hunger, they stopped me with not take any drinks and foods after 9.30am. On 6.30pm drove to surgery room, my eyes were counting every lights passed by on the white ceiling, moved to another bed to another, doctors made some detail and questions to me, this necessary, injected Xylocaine, 20minutes after we started. Yep, I were looking them done it for the whole session on monitor, this include a CD recorded as well. They gave explain in the progression, but something quite disgusted as I heard they used mechine to saw and hammer at.

9pm approximately, piece of "artwork" done. I'm shaking all the way, it freaking cold over the moment, perhaps the medical drug used and I'm effing hungry too. After driven back to H310, can't wait no longer I kept require breads and hot drinks from my family, there only I were turning better, the iciness will like in Eskimo wit no clothes. 2nd days only I could came down from bed with wheel to physio session, not the good feeling with the pain when first attempted, keep it, so turning better day by day, learned with crutches, more further it seems better, crutches try now started less using anymore.

The meniscus torn part removed yoo. (Sicken ~.~)

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